wednesday,marginalized

lately i have been marginalized(terpinggir) by my best friends.

all of my best friends doesn't seem to be close anymore,they all like doing all of their
things with new friends and all.
anis,nad and nazirah got their own activities that they keep secret about.
azma and era with all of their hotstuff friends.
aliaa and syarifah got their own things to do.
while i was left alone,drawing and trying to fit in with other people.
lately my emotion is like a roller coaster.
sometimes i feel bad for nothing,sometimes i feel good for nothing,
because of the best friends breaking up thing i decide to talk to aliaa and syarifah about it
and they seem to agree.all of us aren't close anymore,maybe we started to feel bored with each other because we have been together for 3 whole years!
but i don't want us to be breaking up! nooooo!
i just hope things got better soon.

owh by the way raja is not soo bad after all,you just need to get to know him better.
my though about him has change,yeah maybe he is kind of a jerk sometimes
but he is actually nice.
well as for fikri,he seem like a quiet person,i don't actually get the chance to talk to
him.

tonight at tuition we are going to learn science chapter 4: reproduction.
god help me! in my tuition class we got 12 guys and 4 girls. all 13 of the guys are
a damn pervert (the one person is usamah).
i hope things doesn't get a little bit too far ahead.
if you know what i mean.

tuesday,boredoom kills me

today is the same normal,boring day.

i decorate the class wall by vandalism...err i mean draw the wall with full of colourful tree's.
owh almost forgot yesterday we got another new classmate name Fikri.
he's not annoying like the "expired new kid" Raja Izwan.
well we didn't really know him yet because he is still new,i hope he's nice.

english project at nad house

today,after school me,usamah and nad go to nad house to do our oral project.
we waste so much time!
we actually didn't do the work,we keep fooling around.
we play games,internet,eat chicken and ice cream,chatting with some people and we actually get to find out that nad ex-bf is a gay!
oh my god! it shock all of us to death!
no wonder they broke up!
after we feel tired of fooling around we start doing the project.
after a few hours we finished it.
yay!
i'm stillnot recver from the news about nad ex-bf!

13 ghost

last night i watched"13 ghost"
that movie was soo awesome!
it scared me to death!
until it appear in my dream!
the exact story happen to me and my friends in that dream!
nad and syarifah dissapear just like the 2 kids dissapprear.
me,aliaa,anis,azma and era separate our ways to serch for them.
then we meet alot of ghost..hahhaaha

wednesday,absent

i did not go to school today.

my laziness strike me,but I am not the type of person who do nothing at home.
i wake up around 6am,start helping my mom clean the house,
gardening,clean the toilet,help my grandma to cook,learn how to sew(it is unexpectedly fun)
brush up my coloring skill and studying.
ok then i got to go continue studying :D

tuesday,tired and sleepy

after i kiss my mom and say goodbye,i walk to school.

i love the sound of frogs in the morning,it's like music to my ear.
after i got to school,i greet my friends syarifah and haziqah.
looks like aliaa still didn't come to school today,she got a fever.i hope she got well soon,I'm starting to miss her evil laugh.ha ha!
after the assembly,we go to our class and start to decorate the class.
the result are pretty good,all of us feel satisfied with it because all of us work together to get the job done.

when it's time for KH,our teacher get mad at us for coming late and not doing the work she gives.
well i admit it is our fault,looks like imtiyaz are gonna be in the blacklist again just like any other year before this. haish i don't know why but we gives out a bad aura that makes people annoy with us,well maybe that just me.

i din't go for recess,because i have homework to do.better do at school than at home,because if i finish the homework at school i get more free time at my house.my scheduel is tight with the tuisyen,arabic class,taekwondo,softball,studying and my business,there just a little time for me to rest.lately i start sleeping around 9pm! because i feel soo tired and i can fall asleep by just closing my eyes.

then after recess it's art class! yay! i love art class!
the teacher tell us to draw a circle and colour it with tone
and guess what? i suck at it.haha!
i'm bad with colours,better pratice with it then!
just knowing how to draw but not to colour is also bad right?
it not balance.

around 3pm we got "larian seven" just the training.the real one is on friday.
maybe i din't go because i feel so tired. well it is just the training.

sharing an awesome song

i love this song! the combination of 1 malaysia is so perfect!