wednesday,marginalized

lately i have been marginalized(terpinggir) by my best friends.

all of my best friends doesn't seem to be close anymore,they all like doing all of their
things with new friends and all.
anis,nad and nazirah got their own activities that they keep secret about.
azma and era with all of their hotstuff friends.
aliaa and syarifah got their own things to do.
while i was left alone,drawing and trying to fit in with other people.
lately my emotion is like a roller coaster.
sometimes i feel bad for nothing,sometimes i feel good for nothing,
because of the best friends breaking up thing i decide to talk to aliaa and syarifah about it
and they seem to agree.all of us aren't close anymore,maybe we started to feel bored with each other because we have been together for 3 whole years!
but i don't want us to be breaking up! nooooo!
i just hope things got better soon.

owh by the way raja is not soo bad after all,you just need to get to know him better.
my though about him has change,yeah maybe he is kind of a jerk sometimes
but he is actually nice.
well as for fikri,he seem like a quiet person,i don't actually get the chance to talk to
him.

tonight at tuition we are going to learn science chapter 4: reproduction.
god help me! in my tuition class we got 12 guys and 4 girls. all 13 of the guys are
a damn pervert (the one person is usamah).
i hope things doesn't get a little bit too far ahead.
if you know what i mean.